Wednesday was one of the physically hardest days I've ever had.
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| Hopkinton starting line and memorial. |
The day started at 6:45 am when Phil White, director of the
Kingdom Swim and several other events in the North East Kingdom of Vermont turned up at my house to drive us down to Hopkinton and the start of the Boston Marathon course. We needed to stop and pick up two other walkers, and we ended up at the wrong Motel 6, so went all the way out to Westborough, only to double back. We arrived at the start about 30 minutes late for the planned 8 am walk time. Oops. But it was OK. It was a beautiful, cloudless morning, and we were raring to go.
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| Phil gives an interview at the start. |
But first, there were a mess of media folks there, complete with the van with the towering satellite thingy-ma-bob on top. Apparently, we had unsuspectingly wandered into a media zone. We hadn't done much publicizing of our walk. We felt that would have seemed crass or self-centered. This walk wasn't meant to be about us, but a means of getting out of ourselves and
standing in solidarity with those affected by the attacks. We didn't seek media attention because it didn't seem fitting, but there was another group that had selected the one-month anniversary of the bombings as their date to walk, too, in support of the victims. That group definitely deserved and thankfully got a lot of media attention for their efforts.
The
Norden family was walking in support of Paul and JP Norden who each lost a leg in the blasts. The family had set a 9 am start time, and when we turned up at the starting line, the media people thought we were them. Second oops on the day. We didn't mean to steal anyone's thunder, but when they push a camera and microphone in your face and start asking questions... Anyway, our group got two
small citations in a couple of
outlets. Nothing big, and the focus remained where it belonged. Phew.
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| Crossing the Natick town line. |
So we scooted along and got down to business. The business of the day was simple: Walking. "We're walking, we're walking," became the battle cry of the day. Our first stop was at a church about a mile up the road to use the bathroom. Second stop came a few miles later just after we crossed into Framingham to get some water and snacks at a convenience store. Phil's plan had been to "live off the land" and that meant stopping for things we needed as we went. I had brought lots of water and snacks and stuff, but a short break out of the sun was nice. And thankfully, there were lots of places to pause for a pee and a bottle of water. (Although the host at Paparazzi in Wellesley had a big, nasty attitude on him when we came in at 3 pm to use the bathroom. There was virtually no one in the restaurant, but he had nothing nice to say to us. Oh well. Can't win 'em all, I guess, and I won't be visiting that restaurant again.)
As we went, we found pavement markers that helpfully announced the mile posts and places where water stations would be set up had the marathon actually been happening. Too bad there wasn't anyone there on Wednesday, but we managed to stay hydrated as we needed. Still, as the walk wore on, it seemed like it took longer and longer to get from one water marker to the next. They did keep coming, but we didn't see all of them-- some were on the other side of the road, I think, or under cars parked along the curb.
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| Mile marker 13. |
The weather at the start and the first half of the walk was perfect. Cool and breezy with tons of sunshine. When we hit Wellesley, the halfway point, sometime around 1:30, it was almost time for lunch, and we found one of the few remaining Upper Crust pizza joints right at the top of the shopping stretch on 135. We straggled in looking like we'd been on the road for days rather than just a few hours. The manager asked what we were up to, and when we told him, he gave us a 10% discount. Sweet. The waitress brought us a few bags of ice for our tired feet and knees. That was a big help for me.
Lunch wolfed down, it was time to get back on the trail. I was seriously considering bailing at the halfway point, as I was sore and getting going again after sitting for that half hour or so took an enormous mental push, but I decided to forge on. I did start wondering aloud why I hadn't opted to meet the group at the halfway point and walk to the finish with them from there instead of trying to stay vertical the whole way. Vertical isn't my thing.
As we exited Wellesley, it started to drizzle. By the time we hit Newton, it was raining pretty hard. It rained for maybe an hour, but then it tapered off. The sun never quite made it back out, and it was cool, but that was probably better than the warm sunny weather we had at the start. Somehow, I managed to avoid all sunburn during the day. I think my big
Athleta hat helped with that, shading my face and neck.
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We had a Brookline bike cop as an escort for
part of the way. That was helpful! |
As we entered the Newton Hills, I began fading fast. I could no longer keep up with the group, and they kept having to wait for me at street crossings so I could catch up. The grade and series of hills that lead up to the ever famous Heartbreak Hill were killer in their subtle shift ever higher, and my thighs and glutes ached. At the top of Heartbreak Hill, Katie drove by on her way home from work at Boston College. (It was about 5:30 at that point) and I was tempted to beg for a ride. But the other five walkers wouldn't have it, and we continued putting one foot in front of the other.
After passing BC, the next landmark was mile 22 at the Beacon Street Reservoir and then several other very recognizable landmarks as Brighton gives way to Boston. Just as we began making the turn towards the reservoir, I started to feel like I was about to vomit. I paused, hands on knees bending over someone's front lawn thinking I'd launch that last sleeve of strawberry shot blocks all over the nice green grass. I hung there for a long while, and then the worst of the nausea passed, so I stood back up. That's when I saw stars and worried I was about to pass out, so I sat down and called it a day. I pulled myself from the walk just shy of 22 miles because I was afraid I'd faint, fall over, and crack my head open on the pavement. That turn of events just wouldn't fit into my training plan for the North Channel, so it was time to bail on the walk. I was the weakest link in the group, and they could carry on to the finish much faster without me.
What's even weirder, my hands had started to go numb and I couldn't feel a few of my toes. I wonder if my circulation was out of whack? The only thing I can figure is that the bigger muscles in my legs were drawing too much oxygen to continue moving that they were effectively starving other muscles in the body of needed O2. I had been drinking water and Ultima all along, I wasn't hungry and had kept my nutrition up all along, so I can't figure what else would have caused these alarming symptoms. But I felt terrible and figured it just wasn't worth the risk to continue pushing.
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| Meeting kind souls along the way. |
Phil's son Eliot lives in Brighton, a few blocks from where I sat feeling rather defeated on the curb, and he was good enough to come collect my sorry, smelly butt and drive me back to Waltham. In the 20 minutes or so I spent in the car, all my muscles and joints stiffened up, and getting back out of the car and up the driveway to the house was nigh on impossible. After what felt like 10 minutes of unsteady shuffling-- still with the dizziness and loss of feeling in hands and feet-- I reached the back stairs, and sat down for a moment. I texted Mark to tell him I was downstairs. I knew I needed help getting up to the house.
He spotted me as I clambered up the back steps on hands and feet. It was all I could do to crawl into the bathroom and lie down on the mat next to the tub. Mark ran a bath, and then came the interesting event of trying to get me out of my walking clothes and actually into the tub. I don't remember much of that process, but I know it was clumsy and painful.
I felt a little chilled in the car and was I waited for the bath to fill, but once in the water, I started to shiver in earnest. How on earth I could feel hypothermic in a hot bath on a 55-degree evening is beyond me, the ice swimmer, but I think it points to someone having been seriously out of whack with my whole system after nearly nine hours on my feet. Being vertical like that wasn't kind to me; I'd have been much happier swimming the 26.2 mile route than walking, and it took so much out of me to attempt to fight my nature and pretend to be a land creature.
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| The core crew: Neni, me, John, Gary, Phil, and Noreen. |
Yesterday was a blur of stiffness, tottering around like a 150-year-old double hip replacement patient, and swollen feet and ankles. I had high hopes of being mostly back to normal today, but I woke up more tired today than I was yesterday, and where I had joint pain yesterday in my ankles and knees, today, I feel the soreness in every muscle in my legs and stomach. My calves want to cramp, and I have to flex them frequently to prevent that. I've downed who knows how much water today, and laughing is not easy with how sore my abs are. I definitely beat myself up, and I found a limit on Wednesday. I clearly can't walk a marathon without training. Had I trained or if I weren't carrying around quite so much Channel weight, I might well have made it, but I probably would have been just as sore without the proper lead-up training. Training is important, and although I didn't have enough warning on this event to do it properly, I certainly could have done more than I did.
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The last mile marker I saw, mile 17 near
Newton-Wellesley Hospital not long before
Heartbreak Hill broke me. |
The good news is, the rest of the group made it to the finish line, as did the Norden family, and it was an excellent day exploring the marathon trail and our own limits. It's a day I won't soon forget (at the moment, my body won't let me) and I know we did something special out there. I made some new friends and gained a lot more respect for veterans of the Boston Marathon. That is one tough course.
Many thanks to Phil, Noreen, Neni, Gary, and John for the amazing company on the long trail. I'll walk anywhere with you folks anytime.
And to the Norden family and the handful of others who stopped along the trail to wish us well and express your admiration, thank you for the kind words and the warm fellowship. That's what the walk was meant to be about, and we appreciated meeting you.
To the victims of the bombings, we stood with you (for as long as possible) and we hope our energy expended sends some sort of cosmic vibe of healing your way.
Boston Strong.
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| The finishers! |